So, I've been having a few dilemma-ridden days. I've moved past being antsy for the cruise ship thing to happen. Now I'm just irritated. Do I really want to work for a company that is this useless at telling me when I'll be able to go work? I'd probably be less irritated if I actually had a full-time job and didn't feel like my life was completely in limbo. The part that's making me really anxious is the fact that I have a commitment to be back for by the end of April. My parents and I are going overseas at the start of May, and I've got to be back for it! I'd also like to be saving up for the cost, but, seeing as I'm not working as much as I could be, saving is hard.
So, I've been told that the stint on the ship will be 5 months long. If I'm not on the ship by the second week of November, I don't see how I can go work for them....and the fact that it's nearly October is worrysome! Do I just keep waiting? Do I send them an email saying "send me now or I'm out"? Do I look for a full time job here in Portland? I don't really wanna keep bartending here in town for the time being. The smoke is grossing me out, and taking its toll! My lungs seriously hurt yesterday after a 7 hour shift when there weren't even that many people around! Ugh.
What do I do???
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